Today i woke up with a runny nose i feel better now hope it was just a 24 hour sort of thing. Oh it stopped snowing over night but its still pretty cool to look outside i was going to take some pictures but i didn't want to go outside and i tried to take some from the window but there were allot of little kids playing outside and lol well yeah don't want to be known as the creepy dude from the neighborhood.
Today i woke up to a text message from an unknown sender it said Hi, i think you are cool xoxo. i wasn't going to reply but curiousity got the best of me and i replied back so ten messages later and i figure it out its the first girl i had my real kiss with dont know how she got my number but it just made me really happy to hear from her it was weird at first it had been years since we had last talked but that quickly changed. We talked about what's new she told me she has a son i told her i am into guys lol yup i told her felt good if anyone is kepping count thats 2 people that know about me being into guys. I am going to take this one person at a time so anyways yeah that made my weekend hope yours was just as good.
This guy is Cameron Trowbridge from the band Eye Alaska he looks like a pretty cool dude and is great with the guitar so yeah good looking guy that plays guitar in band i wonder if he has allot of girls after him.
I was looking for a book and i found this pictures laying around so i start to look at them and i found this picture off this guy that i found to be really hot i took the pic along with the book and i "looked" at it allot so i finally decided to ask who the guy was and i found out its a picture of one of my cousins i haven't seen the kid in like 10 years so i didn't remember him so i felt bad and put it back but i cant stop thinking about it is it as wrong if i look at it but just don't touch the real thing?
So is it wrong for me to feel insulted when someone learns about me being into guys and them saying well whats it like taking it up the ass? no they don't mean it as in insult but somehow it feels that way not the fact they just asked that, but that they would think that i would be the bottom in the relationship i mean there is nothing wrong with being a bottom i am glad that there are guys that enjoy it. I just cant help feeling stupid because i get insulted by the idea of taking a dick up my ass like somehow that makes me less gay or something.
Pretty sure we all know who this is by now but just in case you live under a rock. This is Taylor Lautner yes he is crazy hot crazy hot body and bedroom eyes and lips that make you wish you could at least be his chap stick lol and yes its just not fair.
My friend did something tonight that i really wish i had the balls to do he came out of the closet. Yes i am really happy and proud of him he is who is he and is ready to tell the world but in away i am kind of sad because being in the closet was something that we shared and he knew just how i felt, but anyways yes i know you are reading this chad 2.0 so i am happy for you and proud to call you my friend dude you deserve all the great things that you have going on in your life and i thank you for sharing some of them with me.
So is it just me or grown men that do music and tv shows for little kids kind of creepy? Don't really know why but watching tv and this commercial for a kids concert came on the guys have big smiles jumping around and looking like total idiots yes i also had a big smile and was walking around like an idiot for like two days but i had just had sex with a guy for the first time whats their excuse?
I haven't posted for the last few days because i just haven't had anything really interesting to say. I had a good weekend had a date with that girl i met a few weeks ago it was cool had a good time might go out with her again wen she gets back in town.
Today i got to play with this the Droid from Motorola and i want this phone so bad i have a credit from Verizon but i would have to change my contract and i that i am not really sold on yet but yeah i want this phone. Wasting money
Yeah this is chad white and he is hot i have a friend that looks just like him i call him my own chad. He is the only guy that knows about my sexuality and its pretty cool to have a gay friend that is also crazy hot.
If you love the life you live then you"ll get allot more done. I was walking around the mall today and i realized that i am happy with my life yes I've fucked up but I've learned from my mistakes but the one thing that i am not happy about and that keeps me from being as happy as i can be is my sexuality I've felt this way for seven years and it wasn't really until ten months ago that it has really hit me hard. I want to be able to get attached to a person and build a relationship but how can i do that when i don't even know what i want? the longest relationship I've had lasted four months and i broke it off because i freaked out that i was getting to attached to her and i felt like a sick person for being with her and thinking about the guy that just walked by people say that its normal and that yes there is such a thing as being bisexual but i don't want to feel this way i want to be able to say i am straight or gay and be proud of my life style.
Today i had lunch with a a few friends then walked downtown got wet and that sucked but had fun then i got to check out the droid crazy cool phone and i met this girl i got her number so we will see how that works out.