Today i woke up with a runny nose i feel better now hope it was just a 24 hour sort of thing. Oh it stopped snowing over night but its still pretty cool to look outside i was going to take some pictures but i didn't want to go outside and i tried to take some from the window but there were allot of little kids playing outside and lol well yeah don't want to be known as the creepy dude from the neighborhood.
Today i woke up to a text message from an unknown sender it said Hi, i think you are cool xoxo. i wasn't going to reply but curiousity got the best of me and i replied back so ten messages later and i figure it out its the first girl i had my real kiss with dont know how she got my number but it just made me really happy to hear from her it was weird at first it had been years since we had last talked but that quickly changed. We talked about what's new she told me she has a son i told her i am into guys lol yup i told her felt good if anyone is kepping count thats 2 people that know about me being into guys. I am going to take this one person at a time so anyways yeah that made my weekend hope yours was just as good.
This guy is Cameron Trowbridge from the band Eye Alaska he looks like a pretty cool dude and is great with the guitar so yeah good looking guy that plays guitar in band i wonder if he has allot of girls after him.
I was looking for a book and i found this pictures laying around so i start to look at them and i found this picture off this guy that i found to be really hot i took the pic along with the book and i "looked" at it allot so i finally decided to ask who the guy was and i found out its a picture of one of my cousins i haven't seen the kid in like 10 years so i didn't remember him so i felt bad and put it back but i cant stop thinking about it is it as wrong if i look at it but just don't touch the real thing?
So is it wrong for me to feel insulted when someone learns about me being into guys and them saying well whats it like taking it up the ass? no they don't mean it as in insult but somehow it feels that way not the fact they just asked that, but that they would think that i would be the bottom in the relationship i mean there is nothing wrong with being a bottom i am glad that there are guys that enjoy it. I just cant help feeling stupid because i get insulted by the idea of taking a dick up my ass like somehow that makes me less gay or something.