I Got Stuffed!!

Just got back from dinner with my friend we went to a chinese buffet and all i wanted to eat was shrimp and rice i must have had like 40 of them the big kind they were really good. I also saw a guy that i had a fight with when i was 14 i don't know why but he is still pissed about it i said hi and he called me an asshole i just laughed it off i guess some people never get over stuff.

Guy Wednesday

This guys is Sean Faris he is an actor model and idk what ever else he wants to be as long as he stays hot who cares. I know i haven't posted a guy wednesday for awhile but come on i think he more than makes up for it right? and if you don't think so then well you can suck it!

Wish I Could Sing

I cant get Kris Allen's song Red Guitar out my head well the whole CD is great but there is something about that song that makes me feel happy sucks for everyone else that happens to be around me but i like it.

First Crush

For the past few months I've been getting more comfortable with being into dudes and with the idea that being gay would be something really cool. I am not in the same position as many other gay/bi kids are in for me it wouldn't be that big of a deal to come out of the closet and say i am bi or gay because well my parents have dropped hints ever since i was 11 years old saying stuff like we will always love you no matter what you grow up to be and if you are happy that's all that matters to us.

So why haven't i done it yet? well like i said its only been a few months since the idea of being with a guy isn't something i felt was just me being a horny kid and since I've talked to other gay guys and realised that being gay isn't just about guys fucking each other just because they can and that's what so many people think of the gay community.

I now know that yes there are people that do that but so do straight ones but finding someone you can have that special connection with same sex or not that you can trust is an amazing thing and i look back at my first crush on a guy and yeah i was freaked out and i would cry about it because it was wrong but very time i saw the dudes face i couldn't stop smiling and how in any level can being that happy be wrong? i cant say that i am ready to come out to the people around me but knowing that i am not a bad person for feeling like this and that there is nothing to be ashamed about its going to make it a whole lot easier.

Dumb Beaver

I cant stand people that use the word boi why?? i mean yeah it has nothing to do with spelling and i know what it means but still why would you want to sound like such a dumb beaver?

Lazy Post

So i haven't had much to talk about and i am too lazy to post anything about whats going on but if you want my opinion on the whole late night talk show deal yeah it sucks you look forward to something for so long and then it gets taken away but its show business and its all about money and i am sure it will work out for everyone.

Big Help

The earthquake is Haiti is a horrible event that could have and can happen to any of us so if you can help in anyway do it there is allot of ways to do it and anything you can give i am sure is a big help.

Poker Face

So i have been watching poker after dark for at least 5 months and i still don't know a thing about poker it sucks because well i would really like to learn not sure why but it looks fun and well ill let you guys in on a little secret every now and then i stand in front of the mirror and practice my poker face and i think i have a really good one but have no one to use it on so its just for my own little entertainment.

New Headphones

I got new headphones today they were 60 bucks but my friend got me a discount and only paid 45 so yeah that was a great deal and i got a new cd just had to share that with you guys.

Guy Wednesday

First Guy Wednesday of the year is Chad White. This guy has to be one of my top 5 guys of all time he is tall he is hot has great lips and yeah.. he is hot! so yeah first Guy Wednesday of the year guys.

Happy New Year

Happy New Year i hope you guys had a great night i sure did. I try not to make new years resolutions but just try to be better then the year before but i think i will make one this year to get more comfortable with my sexuality and hey maybe even come out why not right?