Happy Thanksgiving

I have a lot to be thankful for this year and i hope you guys to do. Happy Thanksgiving.

Guy Wednesday

Pretty sure we all know who this is by now but just in case you live under a rock. This is Taylor Lautner yes he is crazy hot crazy hot body and bedroom eyes and lips that make you wish you could at least be his chap stick lol and yes its just not fair.

Coming Out

My friend did something tonight that i really wish i had the balls to do he came out of the closet. Yes i am really happy and proud of him he is who is he and is ready to tell the world but in away i am kind of sad because being in the closet was something that we shared and he knew just how i felt, but anyways yes i know you are reading this chad 2.0 so i am happy for you and proud to call you my friend dude you deserve all the great things that you have going on in your life and i thank you for sharing some of them with me.

Grown Men

So is it just me or grown men that do music and tv shows for little kids kind of creepy? Don't really know why but watching tv and this commercial for a kids concert came on the guys have big smiles jumping around and looking like total idiots yes i also had a big smile and was walking around like an idiot for like two days but i had just had sex with a guy for the first time whats their excuse?

Guy Wednesday

My friend "Chad 2.0" says Ryan Sheckler is the hottest guy in the whole world agree on being hot he has hot lips and cute eyes but no way he is the hottest guy in the world.

Helicopter Video

Good Weekend

I haven't posted for the last few days because i just haven't had anything really interesting to say. I had a good weekend had a date with that girl i met a few weeks ago it was cool had a good time might go out with her again wen she gets back in town.

Wasting Money

Today i got to play with this the Droid from Motorola and i want this phone so bad i have a credit from Verizon but i would have to change my contract and i that i am not really sold on yet but yeah i want this phone. Wasting money

Guy Wednesday

The new movie Pirate Radio comes out in a few days and i might just have to go check it out and all because of this guy Tom Sturridge good looking guy.

Hot Guy

Yeah this is chad white and he is hot i have a friend that looks just like him i call him my own chad. He is the only guy that knows about my sexuality and its pretty cool to have a gay friend that is also crazy hot.

If you love the life you live...

If you love the life you live then you"ll get allot more done. I was walking around the mall today and i realized that i am happy with my life yes I've fucked up but I've learned from my mistakes but the one thing that i am not happy about and that keeps me from being as happy as i can be is my sexuality I've felt this way for seven years and it wasn't really until ten months ago that it has really hit me hard. I want to be able to get attached to a person and build a relationship but how can i do that when i don't even know what i want? the longest relationship I've had lasted four months and i broke it off because i freaked out that i was getting to attached to her and i felt like a sick person for being with her and thinking about the guy that just walked by people say that its normal and that yes there is such a thing as being bisexual but i don't want to feel this way i want to be able to say i am straight or gay and be proud of my life style.

Old Friends

Today i had lunch with a a few friends then walked downtown got wet and that sucked but had fun then i got to check out the droid crazy cool phone and i met this girl i got her number so we will see how that works out.

Cool shoes

I love simple shoes they are comfortable and just cool.

Today was nice

Today was nice my new phone came in it was wet and cold outside and i was all warm and dry inside so yup good day.

Hello!! This is my first post i am bi 19 and i like to do all different kinds of things that i plan to share on here things about daily life whats going on in my head and such for now that is all.