Are You Happy?

Hey! whats up?!? so i haven't been on here for a while took some time off to just get my life all together or at least to figure what my next move should be and so far so good. I got a new job that is fun and keeps me busy and i get to be around people my age so that's pretty cool and yeah i am happy guys i am doing allot of things that i hadn't done in like a year and i just love it! i am being my true self and people have started to notice the changes and it makes them happy and well that makes me happy. So guys girls and everyone in between i hope you are happy too.

Just For Me

Did some book and movie shopping on Tuesday had a few hrs to my self so i figured why not go for a walk so i did and i got a few books and a magazine i had never heard off but its full of well stuff for me so its cool. Then i took a little trip down to another store and got the movie Precious what a movie guys its just sad and makes it even more sad to know girls have actually experienced that its just horrible. Love and respects the girls around you!!

Back?

Hello! lol I'm back and ready to talk again. Once again thanks to all the people that sent me emails that was pretty cool. Okay well.. lets see i am about to start a new job and I'm really looking forward to it should be fun and its a job so yeah money! aside from that I'm happy so yeah and update.

Condom Week

Okay then well lol wow i don't know whats next? well this whole week was and i guess still is condom week!! so guys please get your self some condoms its not hard to find them you can buy them or get them for free there is no age limit or anything like that and if you are too embarrassed to go buy some or ask for them well then maybe you aren't mature enough to be having sex.

Get your self's informed about that stuff and remember just because a guy says he is clean that doesn't mean go ahead and have sex without protection because well i mean come on we all know how that works right? you cant go asking all of the people that one person had sex with that is just not possible so just use protection and if it starts to become something more serious ask your partner to go and get tested its not rude and it shouldn't offend the person after all if they really do care about you they will understand and respect your request and don't buy that whole "oh i am allergic" crap dudes yes some people are but they have special ones so no excuses. and remember its your body and your life don't expect anyone else to look after you be smart about it.

I Wish I Could

So let me start by saying i really don't know many of the people that sent me messages over the past week but i really do appreciate it, it made me laugh smile and yes it even made me tear up a little. I don't know whats going to happen next i opened my heart and said what i had to say and you spoke your mind and have never lied to me or used me in anyway all i can say and do is tell you that i am your friend and all of the stuff we shared i have learned so much from and i will keep it with me for the rest of my life you have the right to be happy and so do i and as much as i wish i could be the one that gives that to you i cant and that's just the way things are. A friend to you i am and i will always be around for you dude i have told you that many times and i will never stop.

What Can I Do?

I don't know what happened i don't know what i can say or do to make it different. i told you once i will always be there for you and i mean it I've always meant it i wish you the best and i will always be there for you.

Guy Wednesday

This is Matt Long he has been in movies and some shows the current one is The Deep end its a nice show but really the only reason why i like it its because he is on it he just looks like a really sweet dude.